last updated Sep 2026 · a personal space

An Amalgamation of Comforts

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enjoy

welcome to this place where I try to make sense of the world!
(a better place than instagram i hope!)

We give so much of us to the internet and to technology, but how did we lose sight of what it can give back to us? Its capability to filter? How it lets us collect everything we love, treasure the most radiant parts of what we see, reflect back on them? We experience so much bliss on a daily basis when we scroll, but we let it pass and lose it forever. It gets washed downstream in favour of the next thing. So that's what I want to try here:

This is a little treasure chest with all the things that inspire me, bring me joy, make me feel alive. - Sourcing from everything I see, real or screen, mine or others', it all converges into this pit of comfort. Let's see what happens!

This is only the first draft, of course! I hope this can grow with me over time.

What I've been up to

Describe the project here. What is it about, how did it start, where did it go. No need to be brief — this is your space.

What it is, why you love it, what you've made or learned from it.

What it is, why you love it, what you've made or learned from it.

What it is, why you love it, what you've made or learned from it.

What it is, why you love it, what you've made or learned from it.

Want to read the demo pages of my novel?

Journal

Recent finds

Description of the artwork

sculpture

Grillz by Lin Yang

Love how this craft is evolving. I remember seeing tiny gemstones made at some popup fleamarket/party in some run down apartment in Neukölln in 2024 but now it's getting SERIOUS

quotes

Recent Quote

"For a jester's chief employment is to kill himself for your enjoyment. And a jester unemployed is nobody's fool."
-the 1955 movie my Accounting Prof. recommended to me
Sky, in response: "Und deswegen Court Jesters verstaatlichen. Ich fordere Beamtenstatus für Court Jesters"

— thanks, sky

Album cover

music

GOHOMEsoundtrack

ItimatuSuzuka · 2020. interesting, it's tingling my brain.

Film still

film

Niu Lai

I want to scream into a pillow because tennisbar is screening it on 2.9. but I'm leaving Berlin on 1.9. already

Instructions Before Visiting Earth

In the event that you wake up
and find your soul separated from source
and manifest into material form, don't panic.
Your condition is only temporary.
You have been selected for the opportunity
of human incarnation.
This 3D simulation is designed
to break up the monotony of eternity
by giving you a fully immersive experience
as a distinct ego identity.
Your body will serve
as your physical avatar
as you navigate a dense and dramatic reality.
There will be many distractions
causing you to forget your true nature and origin.
You will experience a range of emotions
from joy to loneliness to despair.
But remember – no matter
what trials and traumas you encounter,
your soul remains perfectly safe.
At times you may feel lost or afraid.
This is totally normal.
If you ever need guidance,
simply slow down your busy mind
and bring your awareness
to the quiet place
inside yourself.
On this planet, nothing is permanent.
People and things will come and go.
You will fall in love and form sentimental attachments
only to lose everything you hold dear.
So cling to nothing too tightly, even yourself,
and when it's time to let go, let go with grace,
for nothing is owned, only borrowed.
As you walk among
the people on the planet,
try to be a good guest.
Tread lightly. Remember
that you are only visiting.
Don't make a mess.
Listen more than you speak.
Give more than you take.
Don't keep your soft heart
locked inside a glass cage,
protected from wear and tear.
You'll never make it out alive
and time passes quickly.
So come back with some battle scars
and good stories to tell.

— James McCrae, Instructions Before Visiting Earth: Poems for Souls Having a Human Experience